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Holiday in Goa…

Posted: September 28, 2011 in From Me

“Holiday in Goa” is an Indian movie in 2006… so anu ngayon?

sa India, talamak pa rin talaga ang fixed marriage, you have to marry the partner your parents chose for you. Bad trip di ba! sa story kasi, yung bidang babae ay naka-set na para sa isang fixed marriage and they are scheduled ikasal after ng graduation nya ng college. During her first few years in college, she met a man, that later on, she fell in love with… They love each other but they cant be together dahil bwakanang fixed marriage na yan… What the girl did was, she said to her parents that she needs a month vacation with her friends beacuse college was so exhausting… pinayagan naman sya ng parents nya at yung mapapangasawa nya pa ang gumastos… but instead of going to Mumbai, pumunta sila sa Goa, sya lang at yung lalakeng mahal nya… They spend their holidays in Goa for a month. Pagbalik nila biglang nagbago yung babae, itinuring nyang mortal na kaaway yung lalake, ayaw nya itong makita, ayaw nay itong maka-usap at kung anu-anong masasamang salita ang sinabi nito sa lalake… Halos mabaliw yung lalake at noong nakita nyang kinasal na ang babaeng kanyang pinakamamahal, hindi na nya kinaya yung sakit at nagpakamatay ito… after few weeks nabalitaan ito nung girl… all through out pala, ginawa lang yung ng girl para umiwas na yung lalake kasi nasasaktan ito tuwing nakikta at naiisip nya yung lalake… sa sakin, nagpakamatay din yung babae…

Very tragic noh!?! pero it happens, hindi naman ganyan ka tragic or hindi naman fixed marriage, but believe me it happens… Nangyari sa akin eh! Days before my daughter greeted the world hello, my Holiday in Goa happened. Hindi naman isang buong buwan, isang buong gabi lang. Although it didn’t when well, i’m glad that it happened, at least kahit papano nagka-usap kami and we had some sort of closure, sort of…

What I’ve learned? Everything has its purpose… my Holiday in Goa made me realize na kung anuman meron ako ngayon, anuman ang pakkikitungo nya sa akin, anuman ang nangyayari sa akin, ito ay dahil sa mga actions ko noon, mga actions ng isang taong hindi nag-iisip, isang taong pabugso-bugso… Anyway, she’s is still a part of my life, always will be… gaya nga ng lagi ko sinasabi…

I’m happy but I can be happier!

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Timeline…

Posted: September 28, 2011 in From Me

Decemeber 2009
– nakilala ko sya, simple kaibigan lamang ang tingin ko sa kanya

– Binigya ko sa kanya yung choclate na bigay sa akin ni Darcy for my birthday, ayoko kasi ng Choco-Caramel, hindi lahat, yung iba binigay ko kay Ahyan.

– Kumain sa labas ang grupo, mukha sayang lalake!

January 2010
– unti unti ko syang nakikilala

February 2010
– naging close kami

March 2010
– may nararamdaman na ko at unti-unti ko na syang kinukulit

May 2010
– nung magpunta kami sa bahay, pinagluto ko sila ng Sinigang na malapot ang sabaw (dahil kasi dinurog na gabi), yung din yung time nung nalaman ni Shine at tinawanan ako

June 2010
– wala pa rin syang alam, pero inaaway na nya ako, ito rin yung time na una kong natikman ang lufet “BLOCK” at “UNFRIEND” sa Facebook.

-dito nila unang naramdaman yung Chocolate at letter na mala-kidnapped-for-ransom technique (buti na lang wala pang mga trigger happy sa phone cam, kaya hindi na-upload sa FB)

– dito na rin sya nakahalata

August 2010
– Team building sa Laguna and I dont want to go into details

September 2010
– Dress up day at hindi ko sya sinipot.

– I finally confronted her about my feelings and also the time na sinabi ko na may anak na ko a ibang babae… ganda ng timing noh!?!

– kulitan time… but I chose my daughter!

October 2010
– we continue being friends.

December 2010
– I gave her a gift she never wore.

January 2011
– we continue being friends, again… when I say friends means I feel her katarayan and meanness especially in FB!

February 2011
– the re-arranged keyboard after a day, I officially undibs…

May 2011
– my “Holiday in Goa” after that, i felt the darkest days (or months) in my life…

July 2011
– She forgived me and we stat talking again!

August 2011
– I gave her another gift that she never wore.

September 2011
– Finally, I’m unblock and friends in FB again… sa wakas! sana kahit man lang sa FB forever na.

October 2011
– Expect for the worse and hope for the best!